Charlotte

I can and will

Bruises

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Counting days, counting days
Since my love up and got lost on me
And every breath that I’ve been taken
Since you left feels like a waste on me
I’ve been holding on to hope
That you’ll come back when you can find some peace
'Cause every word that I’ve heard spoken
Since you left feels like a hollow street
I’ve been told, I’ve been told to get you off my mind
But I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind
Oh my lord, oh my lord, I need you by my side
There must be something in the water
'Cause everyday it's getting colder
And if only I could hold you
You'd keep my head from going under
Maybe I, maybe I’m just being blinded
By the brighter side
Of what we had because it’s over
Well there must be something in the tide
I’ve been told, I’ve been told to get you off my mind
But I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind
Oh my lord, oh my lord, I need you by my side
There must be something in the water
'Cause everyday it's getting colder
And if only I could hold you
You'd keep my head from going under
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
It's your love I'm lost in
Your love I'm lost in
Your love I'm lost in
And I'm tired of being so exhausted
Your love I'm lost in
Your love I'm lost in
Your love I'm lost in
Even though I'm nothing to you now
Even though I'm nothing to you now
There must be something in the water
'Cause everyday it's getting colder
And if only I could hold you
You'd keep my head from going under
There must be something in the water
'Cause everyday it's getting colder
And if only I could hold you
You'd keep my head from going under

Min Sida

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Jag sover fortfarande på vänster sida av sängen. Ibland på morgonen kryper jag över till mitten eller vilar huvudet en stund på dom andra kuddarna. Såsom jag gjorde när han hade gått till jobbet på morgonen. 

Det är fortfarande hans kuddar. Hans sida. Det är inte samma säng eller rum eller stad. Kudden slutade lukta som honom för väldigt länge sedan. 

Men hela min kropp skriker att det är hans sida och hans kuddar och jag kan inte sova där. Hjärnan vägrar förstå. Tränar mig själv med att försöka. 

Men det är inte min sida av sängen och kommer aldrig vara. 

Jag hoppas han inte kan sova på min sida heller. 

Jag hoppas han sover skitdåligt. 



Rush

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The space between where our ends meet
Has grown too much for me to block it out
I miss the tone of your heartbeat
It's such a warming and familiar sound
I hope you're finding the power
To help you make it through the darker days
For now I'll wait by the hour
If you wanna take somebody's breath away

I hope you're lonely, hope you're lost 'cause I've been
And I'd hate to think you're better off without me
I know we tried to hold on
But where do you go
When love it just ain't enough
Now does it kill you when you think about me
Are you as close to giving up as I've been
I know we kept losing touch got lost in the rush
I pray you don't hurt too much

I don't come close to an angel
And you ain't never been no kind of saint
But when we both came together
Hell to heaven you were my escape
But fires don't burn forever
And all these ashes crumble when we touch
We danced to death in the fire
What can we do now that the music's done, my love?

I hope you're lonely, hope you're lost 'cause I've been
And I'd hate to think you're better off without me
I know we tried to hold on
But where do you go
When love it just ain't enough
Now does it kill you when you think about me
Are you as close to giving up as I've been
I know we kept losing touch got lost in the rush
I pray you don't hurt too much

Well we had it all, and we let it fall
But I hope you find whatever you were looking for
Well we had it all, and we let it fall
Lost in the rush but I pray you don't hurt too much
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